Friday, December 11, 2009

Okay so maybe I'm not so good at this whole blogging thing, but here is my end of semester update. This semester was the most insane, crazy, wonderful semester yet (not that there have been that many). I made the Texas State Strutters and it has been so fun to be on a drill team again. Although their technique is completely different from high school drill team it has been a challenge and enjoyable.
Some of my DZ sisters that are also Strutters

The beginning of the year ended up being way more busy than previously expected. During rush work week I got mono (not from kissing!) however I was bad and didn't take the time to just rest so of course it took forever to get over. Rush was actually a very challenging experience for me. During summer I had been working so hard on both my faith and living my life through Christ 100%, and I found it hard in that kind of environment. However once we got our WONDERFUL pledge class things started getting a lot better. Since it is my second year we are asked to take littles and give back to the Chapter and boy did God give me a wonderful gift in this experience. I found a little who is pretty much exactly like me in every single way. She is a complete goof and doesn't like to go out a lot. She has grown to be one of my best friends this semester and seeing her excitement and love for DZ reminds me of why I fell in love with my chapter last year. Oh yea,and she is a better student than me and makes me study all the time...Daddy should like that one :) Her name is Sarah Whitley...of course this led to the nicknames Big Whit/Lil Whit :p
Typical big/lil pose. This was the night of big/lil reveal
Blurry but my entire family...biggest one in the chapter

As this semester comes to an end I look forward to an incredible break and my next semester at Texas State. In the past few weeks I have been challenged in my faith greatly. My paster, Matt Chandler, had a small mass in his frontal lobe and recently gotten it removed. Throughout everything I have been really focusing on the idea that we are only here to do the Lord's work and everything else is secondary. I encourage everyone to watch the video that Matt taped a few days before his surgery. I have watched it numerous times and each time I understand the message he is sharing with us more. Everyone who knows me well knows I am crazy about my family, boyfriend, friends, and sorority, but I am learning that NONE of that is better than the Lord. This isn't anything new to me but for the first time I am fully understanding it. The Lord knows me well and knows that I am SLOWLY learning to read my Bible so he has chosen to speak to me through two songs this week.

The first one is by Brooke Fraser called Shadowfeet. My favorite dancer on SYTYCD did her solo to it this week. I have heard it many times before but never knew the title but since Tuesday I can't stop listening to it. The lyrics of the chorus are what I have been praying every night.

when the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

Another song by Carrie Underwood my best friend Morgan shared with me a few days ago. I have always been a fan of songs that have a small hidden Christian message and this one is by far the best yet.
This is our temporary home
It’s not where we belong
Windows and rooms that we’re passing through
This is just a stop on the way to where we’re going
I’m not afraid because I know
This is our temporary home